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Name: Brittany
Country: United States
State: California
Metro: Salton Sea
Birthday: 9/8/1988
Gender: Female
Interests: Signing in under the xangas of other people and writing untrue insults about them - because for some reason, trying to make them feel bad makes me feel a little better about myself! =)
Expertise: xxx Incubus xxx Nirvana xxx The Cure xxx At The Drive-In xxx Slipknot xxx The Used xxx Story Of The Year xxx The Kinison xxx A.F.I. xxx Limp Bizkit xxx Dashboard Confessional xxx Staind xxx Mudvayne xxx Rage Against The Machine xxx Glassjaw xxx Cromwell xxx Stevie Ray Vaughan xxx Ray Charles xxx Green Day xxx Anatomy Of A Ghost xxx Tupac Shakur xxx Dr. Dre xxx The Strokes xxx A Perfect Circle xxx Weezer xxx Jimmy Eat World xxx Thrice xxx Straylight Run xxx Bayside xxx The Get Up Kids xxx Rufio xxx New Found Glory xxx Hoobastank xxx Stone Sour xxx Less Than Jake xxx Hawthorne Heights xxx Spitalfield xxx Sublime xxx Taking Back Sunday xxx Ace Troubleshooters xxx Coheed & Cambria xxx A Static Lullaby xxx Senses Fail xxx Blindside xxx My Chemical Romance xxx Head Automatica xxx Sparta xxx Mars Volta xxx Michael Jackson xxx Kool & The Gang xxx K-ci and The Sunshine Band xxx Yellowcard xxx No Doubt xxx Elseworth xxx Thursday xxx
Occupation: Other
Industry: Entertainment
Message: message meEmail: email me
Website: visit my website
AIM:  StellarInHearts
Yahoo:  stellarinhearts
Member Since:
2/2/2004
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| I've realized a couple of very interesting facts lately.
1. It's Brian's 21st birthday in less than two weeks... that's amazing. The last 4-5 years have just been WOAH.
2. Prom is exactly 4 weeks from tonight... damn! That means I need to get a dress and stuff QUICK!
3. The concert is less than 3 weeks away - Coheed & Cambria is the only band that I really like that I haven't seen (aside from The Cure and Depeche Mode, but I'm waiting for something other than Coachella Fest)... and I'm friggin STOKED!
4. Hot damn - I'm going to graduate in - what is it - 45 days, now? WOO WEE! I better send that demo in soon... oh! I do have a music myspace, where you can hear the VERY rough cut version of my song, "Now What?" I REAAAAALLLYY love the song - ASIDE from the vocals. I had a cold that day - I just needed to record something quick so I could burn it onto CD, and - VOILA! You can even download it, if you like!
5. Those geishas are hardcore! =O
6. You know what? I'm not UGLY. Ha ha ha - it sounds so funny to say that, but if only you knew me! I've had acne since I was 11 years old... before I even started my period, or had boobies! I never had a chance to be that cute little girl that everyone liked. Sure, I was blonde for most of my life, and always had a well shaped body - but, the first thing people see when they look at you is your face. It's starting to be not such a big deal anymore. I don't know if it's because my face is clearing up, or if I'm just starting not to care... and man, I can't wait until I get those prints back from the slides that Cheris gave me!
7. What's after high school?
8. I've been with Kazuo for almost a YEAR now. Jeez... this year went by so quickly... and oh, what's happened! Gained and lost friendships, falling out of love, falling in love, hair dye (he he), modeling classes (which are now over by the way), and.... FINALLY...
9. I now sing correctly, on que, with perfect diaphragmatical breathing... and I sound totally different now, too! The cool thing is, now I can do anything from rock, to spanish, to even opera! Cafe Italiana, here I cooooome! =D
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| As I get older, I'm starting to realize that... wow. I have some really fucked up friends. Do you know what this means? This means I have NO friends - because real friends wouldn't be so damn fucked up.
Now - telling your friend something about someone else... that's gossip, no? And let me tell you - gossip, in the desert... well people just don't have anything else to do! So if you have something to say about me, please - say it to my fucking face. I've at least had the decency of straight up telling people what makes me angry, or confronted them when I felt something was up. It is not something I like to do, but something I feel neccessary to maintain a certain respect level toward others.
I've been there for her throughout it all - and I know, this last year has certainly been rough... but when everyone else didn't listen, sure enough, I did.
I was behind you even when I didn't agree... and what now? You're telling all of your best friends that I annoy you? That you don't like me being around you? That you make fun of me for things I do in my OWN spare time... that I do to BETTER myself? I would apologize for having a life... but that would be dumb, and I think you should be the one apologizing. Actually, you know what? No, you don't have to say sorry - it would be useless, because I probably wouldn't accept it. Why? The one thing I really liked about you is that you knew who your friends and enemies were, and the stories never changed (no matter who was around)... but now they are, so that important element you held is gone. Sure... I can be a bitch. BUT - I never bad talked you, not even now.
So why don't I confront her? you may wonder. I really don't have anything to say. She has not annoyed me, or been mean to me to my face... so what would I confront her about? If I did, she would see that two other friends of hers are not loyal, and that they wasted no time to tell other people her thoughts on me... INCLUDING me.
And see, knowing what I know about losing friends, I just couldn't do that to her.
The reason of posting this? If you feel this may apply to you - and not even in regards to me, if you're just somehow experiencing a likely situation, watch what you say and do - because everything you say and do says something about you. | | |
| Date Festival Talent Competition: Won third place, along with $25!
Date Festival Karaoke Contest: Won second place, along with $20!
...and guess what? I uploaded my first song onto the internet! It could be way better... but it was made and recorded in two hours, with no postproduction mixing. Tell me what you think... and add my music myspace as one of your friends!
Add my banner to your page! Download my song, or even add it to your page!
Merchandise along with full demo to come soon!
<-------------------------------- Brittany
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| I'll be singing out there sometime around or after 3 o'clock. I'll be performing either "Orange Colored Sky" by Natalie Cole, or "Birth Of The Blues," by Frank Sinatra. Maybe I'll even sing both... who knows! I hope that you guys can come out. It would be cool to show you all what I do at vocal lessons, and to hang out with you afterwards!
Hope to see you there!
<----------------------- Brittany | | |
| 4:52 PM: I never got the confirmation letter back from Julie Andrews (the lady in charge of the Date Festival talent competition). It must be a matter of lost mail, because even if there wasn't enough spots, wouldn't I have recieved a letter telling me so? *sigh* I don't know. I guess I'll just hope she got it and that she'll quickly return to my e-mail.
Modeling classes start Thursday... I'm so scared. I got some shoes, but not sure they're right for the class. Man... and the money. It's going to be quite a struggle! I need work to make money... but I also need time, which means no work. UGH! The balance of adulthood!
Let's see... I only have like 3 readers? Ha!
Hi Natasha! =)
Hi Tamika! =)
Hi Kaylene! =)
If I didn't get anyone, let me know. I'll shout ya out next time. Ha ha ha.
Hollywood was awesome... now I have an internal struggle about choosing between Musicians Institute and Los Angeles Recording School. Grr. But I guess I'm jumping the gun, by even saying I'd get accepted to either one. Geeeeez!
I took pictures with Kazuo on Friday; I think these might be the first I've ever taken semi-professionally (not counting Lifetouch at school) without any assistance in hair and make-up. Tell me what ya think.
Yeah... I picked the last pose. His pink boa matched the pink on my blouse =) Sometime in the future, I'll want to take pictures again... but all prettied up. And I want to pick ALL of the poses! =D
Ebonics: Don'tcha lett'em bust you out and put it on blast and shit, foo!
Translation into English: Be sure to keep him from telling your secret to everyone, friend!
Hmm.
<---------------------------------- Brittany
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